Bad days

No matter how optimistic and "faithful" I become I still have these days where I have no desire in anything or anyone. I lack the motivation to achieve anything and in general I have this absolutely horrid attitude! Today would be one of those days. I hadn't realized how long it's been since I have written here and even as I sit here typing I am trying to avoid this feeling of deleting everything and doing something else. Even though these are annoying times I do believe that they are nesessary. Nessesary for what, I don't know but i have noticed in the past this is like a low phase and it is usually followed by a more balanced time and a more optimistic view. When your in it though it feels like that clearing will never come. Oh boy do I get annoyed with things too, like right now I cannot get the spelling right on a word and can't find the damn spell checker on this compose box! Earlier I was trying to take photos for my shop. I've been working on photos for days and trying to bond with this new camera and I cannot seem to take 5 photos without at least 2 being blurry!!!  I think times like these it's important to just do nothing but will I do it? hell no! I'm not wired that way. If I'm doing nothing I am still thinking of everything I should be doing.